Hello everybody! It seems to have a long time that I has not activated this app. You might be curious that what brings me here!? In fact, I have a lot of things to confide in this platform, as no one really knows me here and I can simply vent out all of my recent scedule and also experience that I’ve just gone through.

First of all, I have just gone through my FCE examination. It’s a Cambridge English Test , which I think it’s really daunting for me as my standard isn’t that high. There are 3 parts which I think that I can still conquer them—- writing, speaking and reading. I don’t know why but it seemed to be much easier than what I had done before in my tuition centre and the practises that I did myself from the Internet. However, after finishing reading and writing tests, the moment when I thought that I could easily pass or even got a B in the exam, the listening test got me disappointed and indeed crestfallen. Their speed in talking to each other were really toooo fast like a racing car. Almost everything they said baffled me and I got so jittery when I couldn’t get an appropriate answer. On the other hand , though the listening test failed me , the speaking test was like the star that had lit up the dim sky, as I managed to talk really a lot in the exam with my partners. As we got to say a lot of things with each other, had enough communication and interactive, we seemed to have not enough time to finish our topic though. We still laughed during the test but i think it could be an icing on the cake, just like a bonus point to show that we had our own way to interact with each other. That’s good! The examiner SEEMED TO BE SATIFIED THOUGH. I am not really sure but I have to admit that it was so much better and our speaking part was even beyond my expectation. This was the thing that I had never predicted yet it happened and it utterly made me to feel like on the cloud nine during the test!

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Hello everyone. I believe that today isn’t my day as I’ve just got a result which is definitely disappointing and it had brought me down as I was on the cloud nine just before the result was given. If I was able to predict or foresee or even fathom the result that I might get, I wouldn’t be so dejected right now. I am used to be the one who shows all my emotion on my face so that’s why my friend can easily trace every of the minor changes on my face. Perhaps it’s too obvious though. This platform has been the one that I usually confides every of my secret in and it never betrays me. My feeling is so hard to tell and irrepressible. How can I get such a low mark in my examination? What the hell did I do in the examination? The myths haven’t be debunked yet who is able to help myself except my own?

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“Life for me ain’t been no crystal stair” – http://wp.me/p6447s-32

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It’s night again and perhaps the darkness prompts me to think over and over again about the ultimate exam next year. The exam has started now for the candidates of SPM, they are all my seniors, who grumble and moan for all kinds of intricate and brain-wracking questions that they’ve never seen before. Rumours spread and sweep through all the social networkds and platforms that I use and it worries me to think about my ‘future’ next year. Will the questions be so daunting next year? Will I fail in tackling all the questions? Can i score a good result next year? Myriad of questions surge me yet I cannot seek for an accurate answer. I still have a long year to go before the coming of the exam but since it is just around the corner, I can’t stop asking myself what preparations that I can do in salvaging all my subjects, especially English. My english teacher, who is not so satisfied with my English essay this time, keep admonishing me to be well-prepared for it. I want to do so too, but I am totally bewildered. Every of my friend seems unperturbed. How can they be so unruffled? I cannot find an answer too. Studying is a duty of every student, but scoring a good result isn’t, at least this is my personal concept that has been etched in my mind for years. With flying colours in the examination is like an icing on the cake, it makes your life more sophisticated and impeccable, perhaps. Anyone who had been fell into such an abyss, please come and save me from the plight! Comment down there and tell me what to do WRITE BETTER! Any website which contains a lot of good essays or any sort of essential in essays that you have found, please recommend it to me. All your kindess will be so much appreciated! Share the link for me! Or any tips that you do not mind to share? Just throw everything that you think it will be beneficial for me ,who is lost and cannot find a way to be better.

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Sad day

Hello everyone. It has been a long time for not being so active in typing all of my feelings at here. But seriously today I’m quite disheartened when I saw my English essay result and it’s out of my expectation. Out of expectation doesn’t always mean something good. My English essay doesn’t get a higher mark as what I’ve predicted. What can i say now? In fact I’ve already accepted this fact for a long time, I know i didn’t do well in the exan yet the outcome is still so discouraging. My teacher has given me some comments down my essay ‘AMBITIOUS BUT CLUMSY’ and my brain has directly ignored the ambitious in front but the word’clumsy’ is indelibly etched in my mind. How bad is my English essay?  How lousy is my standard? Why can’t I get a better mark as I’ve already put my best feet foward yet my endevours come to nought. Myriads of questiomarks surged me yet I couldn’t get a better answer to solve my puzzles. I have one more year to sit for SPM but now my result has turned out like this. My faith has lost and my world seems to be crumbled. What can I do now to make it better? I have no definite answer though.

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The end year exam

Hello guys! I believe that it has been a long time since my last post. Recently I’m overwhelmed and even drowned in revising all the subjects as the exam is around the corner yet I’ve not well-prepared for it. I’ve been studying until the late midnight in order to finisht the target that I set for myself everyday yet sometimes it cannot be achieved. I am so down that I should have started my revision as early as possible but not burning the midnight oil at the last second. Regretful and sinful surged me yet nothing that I can do to quench my feeling except keep going on. I have ti back to my revising track again. All the best to me.

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Hello world

Recently many things had happened, whether those are fortunate or unfortunate, they are still inevitable and unavoidable. A relative of my friend passed away and my friend was so sad. Grief overwhelmed her, even suffocated. It’s a devastating feeling that can drown and strangle you, even though you’ve been trying so hard to neglect the strong feeling. Losing someone precious in your life—- it seems like something happens everyday and we can’t stop it, we can do nothing except watching at things that are gonna lose from your grip. You struggle, in order to get out of the whirlpool yet it’s futile. We are always too young to learn to appreciate, too immature to cherish the ones you love, too late to regret for what you’ve done. Time never looks back, we shouldn’t too. Neither of us has the time machine. If I had a time machine, I wouldn’t ask to go back to my past though. I wouldn’t want to experience everything again.

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